A lot of what I do is trying to live up to the promise of my father, my brother, and my best musical friend in my teens Mark Van Horn, who also died young of a brain tumor like my brother. I don’t know why I’m around and they’re not. But I do know that I’m gonna make it count, and I’m gonna do it partly in their honor. They’d be doing it with me. I’m doing it without them. I’ve always felt slightly alone without them. But I’m doing it. And I’ve created an amazing — amazing — family of my own with a brilliant wife and two brilliant daughters.